Sunday, May 28, 2006
yozz..hiii..hee..yupyup..just reach home not long ago(eh..is one hour counted as "not long ago"?)..kikiz...
went to marina bay for steamboat AGAIN...this is orgainised by kaamun..Val,eunice,joel,zixuan,yuesheng,minchang,kaamun and ruiming went too...actually Jason and Qichang r supposed to come too..but so sad..this two P.S.Ks..always do this to us...haizzzzy~lala...
had a fun time eating+chatting...hee...and u can hardly imagine what did val,eunice and joel did on the train back to tpy..lolx..lots of crazy things were done..well..wat val said was right.."如果现在不那么放得开的话，难道要等到30岁以后才来做吗？"...lolx..but i still cant do tat in front of so many ppl..haha..perhaps our mindsets are different in some ways..hee..
hmmhmm..o level MT exam is on this coming monday..although i dun have to take e exam,but i am still very worried abt them(all my friends taking e exam)..hopefully they can do well..JIA YOU!!!
alright...gonna end this here and update another blog le..tataz..take care everybody~!!!
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xianxian~
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kanga faimily!!
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zixuan+xianxian
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say "cheese"~~
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at marina bay mrt
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lala..
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let's act cute!1,2,3~~
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let's act cute 1,2,3~
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Tuesday, May 23, 2006
-_@!happy birthday to Yanyu,Yangce and Juria..16,16+21~
lala..alright..wish u all good luck and hope u will stay cheerful always..^^
*all the best to yanyu and yangce for their o level..(and all sec 4 friends as well)..
Doooooo~actually my mind is blank for e moment..so really have nothing much to type nw..created a new blog at Wretch, a website which many of e taiwan celebrities use..so far,only posted 3 entries there,and the content is totally different from these i posted here..that bloggy is simply for stories i have read which i found it meaningful or blabla..or perhaps some stories written by me..they are in Chinese,so dont think u all will be interested in it..haha..
Ermmm...this week is quite boring for some of us while some friends are feeling stressed up bcs of the coming MT exam(just do ur best k?jia you!)...but school has given lots of past year papers from other schools for us to do..goodness..why cant they let us rest..esp Mdm Yong..seriously cant stand it..gotta do SEQ and SBQ UNDER EXAM CONDITION...tats cruel isnt it..exam has just ended and our minds r so exhausted..yet we have to memorise so many things~-_-...and some inconsiderate pupils,raise the temp of the aircons in e AVA to 16 everyday!when others felt cold and changed it back,they went back to raise the temp again..someone said its bcs of their skin is too thick,tats why they cant feel the coldness..kikiz...no comments...=P
hmmhmm..fall aslp in AVA today..Alex they all r seriously noisy..arghh..our ears gotta suffer for the whole week...hope this week can pass as quick as possible...
lalala~lalala~
okie then...i have tried very hard to make this looks long enough le..thanks for reading^^..nitenitez...again, for my friends taking MT exam next monday,JIA YOU!!!!
Shuxian flew into your heart at [10:21 PM]
Saturday, May 20, 2006
z-s
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Thursday, May 18, 2006
alright..here comes the HOTTEST TOPIC for the week..
well..what i will do next is definitely not =>crying+crying..I'm just feeling lethargic mentally and perhaps, i may be singing like no body's business until i have no voice to talk for these few days..lala~
crying is not the solution for the problem..its the way you treat the problem makes a difference...have been reading a book in school library during MT lessons, this is what the author said,"the reason why you are unhappy is because you took the matter too seriously,why don't you treat it as part of a drama..take it easy and carrying on happily..put urself into the shoes of someone else,and look at your own problems again,you will realise that the problems aren't really that hard to be solved,its just that you,as the main character in ur *drama*,thinking too much and making it even more complicated~"
though this is just mid-year exam,i know i cannot pretend that i don't care about e result~i do care ALOT...but what can i do?even if i start crying after receiving the paper, the marks wont be changed anyway.. there isnt necessary for me to make myself look like a stupid fool and cry in front of the others..it ruins the others' mood too..yuppy..so what i need to do is stay *FOCUS* and start working on my weakest subject from this june holiday onwards...i am not someone who always look back to the past and sad sad sad~so i am no longer interested in those HISTORIES anymore..since i know what i want and what am i aiming for..i will just stay focus and work hard...lalala~
okie then..i am falling aslp..haha...suddenly change topic..yup..going to sleep soon..last but not least, congrats to those who did well and for those people who didnt manage to do well,don't give up..Jiayou and all the best alright?good luck^^..nitenitez............
(where is my kanga family members...*hen jiu mei jian mian le ye*..hope to see ya soon..)
Shuxian flew into your heart at [11:21 PM]
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
曾经看过一本书，书中把人生比作一次旅行。书中是这么说的：人生一世，就好比是一次搭车旅行，要经历无数次上车、下车，时常会有事故发生～有时是意外惊喜，有时却是刻骨铭心的悲伤。从降生人世，我们就坐上了生命列车。我们以为我们最先见到的那两个人－－我们的父母（医生除外），会在人生旅途中一直陪伴着我们。很遗憾，事实并非如此。他们会在某个车站下车，留下我们，孤独无助。他们的爱、他们的情、他们不可替代的陪伴，再也无从寻找。尽管如此，还会有其他人上车。他们当中的一些人将对我们有着特殊的意义。他们之中有我们的兄弟姐妹，有我们的亲朋好友。我们还将会体验千古不朽的爱情故事。坐同一班车的人当中，有的轻松旅行～有的却带着深深的悲哀～有的，在列车上四处奔忙，随时准备帮助有需要的人～很多人下车后，其他旅客对他们的回忆历久弥新～但是，也有一些人，当他们离开座位时，却没有人察觉。有时候，对你来说情深义重的旅伴却坐到了另一节车厢。你只得远离他，继续你的旅程。当然，在旅途中，你也可以摇摇晃晃地穿过自己的车厢，去别的车厢找他～可惜，你再也无法坐在他的身旁，因为这个位置已经让别人给占了～没关系，旅途充满挑战、梦想、希望、离别～就是不能回头！因此，尽量使旅途愉快吧！善待旅途上遇见的所有旅客，找出人们身上的闪光点。永远记住，在某一段旅程中，有人会犹豫彷徨，因为我们自己也会犹豫彷徨。我们要理解他人，因为我们需要他人的理解。生命之谜就是：我们在什么地方下车？坐在身旁的旅伴在什么地方下车？我们的朋友在什么地方下车？我们无从知晓～我时常这样想：到我该下车的时候，我会留恋吗？我想我还是会的。和我的朋友分离，我会痛苦。让我的孩子孤独地前行，我会悲伤。我执着地希望在我们大家都要到达的那个终点站，我们还会相距～我的孩子们上车时没有什么行李，如果我能在他们的行囊里留下美好的回忆，我就会感到幸福。我下车后，和我同行的旅客都还能记得我，想念我，我将感到快慰。
嗯，我想，这一段话给了我很大的启发～生离死别是人生必经的路程。当我们身边的人一个个因为年迈或意外而离去，或许刚开始的时候我们很难接受，但是渐渐的，他们也许会被我们淡忘～但这并不代表他们对我们不重要，不代表我们已经忘了他们的存在～这代表着，我们已经到了下一站，上一站发生的事，在到达下一站前的那段时间里，悄悄地埋在了我们的心里。我们是幸福的，因为我们拥有着和他们在一起时的宝贵回忆～所以，假如真的有那么一天，曾在旅途中遇到的人意外地离开了我们的身边，我们也要好好地活着，为他们、也为了自己而活。我们要替他们去看那些他们还来不及去看的电影、替他们去听那些他们不曾听过的好音乐、替他们去尝试他们不曾见过的东西、替他们品尝他们没吃过的佳肴～就算是为去达成他们生前所有的“未完成”，让自己不会在离开时留下任何的遗憾～
Shuxian flew into your heart at [10:41 PM]
Friday, May 12, 2006
exam has finally ended..."CHEERS"..=(
well..have not be onlining since last sunday,browsing through the others' blogs since last month..have not been updating bloggy daily since dunno how many months ago..AND..have not been smiling/laughing wholeheartedly since last year...things happening in my life are seriously =disasters to me..
my brother has stolen my mp3 two days ago..i was SUPER*uncountable 10000000 angry with it..and the most atrocious thing is that he acted as if he was searching for me when i ask him if he sees my MP3...i found it on his bed,covered by his school pants,after searching for the whole day despite of studying for exam!!!GOSH...i really feel like slapping him,kicking him,scolding him,canning him,and watever i can do~#$%^&*&^%$%^&&^%^&^...alright..tats not the main cause for my anger...THE MP3 is spoiled~and tats the serious prob now..%^&^%$%^%.....argh....oh man...if he could disappear from my life,tat would be great~i don't need a thief to stay with me..don't ever say "aiya,he's still a kid"....he's not..and he just got scolded by my mum bcs of stealing his classmate's telephone card...its not about the costs for the things he had stolen, even if he steals 5cents from the others,so what?doesn't that counted as an act of stealing??!!!! dot dot dot dot dot...
alright..done with venting my anger now..what is done cannot be undone..chatting with my cousin in HK..cya friends...take care...^^
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Saturday, May 06, 2006
本来好不容易有个机会好好休息的。。也许是因为压力太大了吧。。连睡都睡不安稳，今天早上7点就爬起来听MP3了。。最近比较偏爱快歌，可是，随着那加快的节奏，我的心情却丝毫不见好转。。听到慢歌时又特别地郁闷～
躺在床上想了好久好久。。突然想起?莹问我的话，她说：“你每次都笑嘻嘻的，可是你真的快乐吗？” 于是，就陷入了沉思。。。。。。
这才发现，原来我的表情＆我的心情是完全不同的～当我跟别人开玩笑逗人家开心，又或者，是听到别人的玩笑而笑着的时候。。我的心还是很沉～我不理解这一切的一切到底是因为什么，但是我知道它一定跟1年前所发生的事有关。。
从小到大。。这是第一次，也许会是唯一的一次吧。。花了整整一年的时间去忘记一些感觉。。以前的我很健忘（不否认，我现在还是很健忘），就算再不开心的事情我也很快地忘记，可是这一次却不一样。。是我长大了，所以心理也变了？还是我的记性变好了？又或者，这件事真的带给了我很大的伤害？曾经耗尽所有力气的去证明些什么～争取些什么～抓住些什么～到最后，什么都没得到～是吧。。我得到了什么？我想，如果有，也许就是那种痛～痛得让人想逃避，痛得让人不甘心，痛得让人想忘记，痛得让人忘不了～
现在，我并不想去证明些什么。。不想去知道些什么，所以我选择不看，不听，也不说了～我们根本不是同一个世界的人，他的心围着一层又高又厚的城墙，我进不去也不再有那个兴趣要进去了～人家不是常说，别为了一颗树而放弃整座森林吗。。我也不应该为了一颗星星而放弃整个银河吧。。嘻嘻。。
其实我从来就不相信不做情人还能做朋友的这种事～虽然这真的发生在我身上，但是我知道，我们并没有把对方当成真的朋友。。也许我们只不过是在尝试着找回朋友的感觉，即使我们很清楚我们根本做不到。。爱情的始作俑者不是谁，没有谁错，又或谁对。。
至于真朋友的定义我就不大想说了，反正我的真朋友也没几个～戴着面具的用手指加脚趾都数不完～我在某种程度上看不起他们，但是我也明白在现在的这个社会里，戴上面具做人是必然的，从某个角度来看，那其实是一种自我保护的行为。。那是可以接受的，可当这种行为伤害到了别人，那简直是可恶到了极点～有没有想过我们自己又是怎么样的人～也许我们也在内心深处加了一层膜，保护着自己～我们跟那些假面人的不同或许就是在于我们仅仅是在保护自己，没有把自己的快乐建筑在别人的痛苦上。。这样的我们在道德上是占了上风，但在形势上，我们就被那些假面人打败了～所以无论如何，我们都要坚强，无论受到多大的伤害，只要坚强地撑下去，让假面人知道他们影响不了我们，他们也就觉得没趣了～
唉～我要唱歌，我要发泄，我要打人～～～～生活怎么那么沉闷啊。。我的天天天iannnnnn啊～
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Friday, May 05, 2006
hihi~i am back..haha..didnt touch my laptop for one whole week le..tats terrible experience..seeing the laptop but cannot touch is seriously *nan shou* ar...hee..
hmm..basically..this whole week is KNS...lolx..i am restless..blur..stupid..and blablabla..
hmm...next..english paper 2...i spent too much time on my draft and couldnt finish writing my summary..dotdotz...if there's 5 more minutes.................................................sobx...............ok.."if" will never come true..so face the reality~haha..
for Chem paper..didnt prepare gd enough..fall aslp half way when i was studying...and surprisingly..the paper was counted as easy..........BUT the bad news is that my mind went blank during the exam..so..god bless me ba...haiz...
alright..today's EM paper1 was ok..didnt study ytd as it was zheying's bday and erlina,yuying,sheena and i went to her house to gv her surprise..stay there until 4 plus and reach home ard 5.30...phew..was so tired but still got to watch the 7pm show..so stay until 8pm and *boom*..fall aslp on my bed~~all the way until this morning..ard 4.45am..woke up and study some notes of transformation and tats all for EM..if i didnt remember wrongly..i made some careless mistakes in the paper..180-30=160...this is not the 1st time i made this mistake already..i could still remembered i did this last year too...180-30=160...and no wonder the last answer was strange but i didnt check properly~haiz....hope can get 65/80 and above ba if possible..i cant imagine if i do badly for all..nonono...ok..time to pack my laptop up again..must STUDY HARD HARD HARD+HARD HARD HARD for the coming papers...
nitez friends..take care ok?stay cheerful too.....^-^
Shuxian flew into your heart at [11:59 PM]
Thursday, May 04, 2006
look at her tired face..haha~
Shuxian flew into your heart at [8:25 PM]
